What the hell is Wrong with me!

At work, a colleague say look like I have no feeling or rather not thinking when we both are doing some paperwork together.

Back home all I wanted is to rest but my family nags these never do and that never do. Then my Mum told me about today someone was looking out pots with plates underneath to see whether there is any water and it happens that there is some water which almost got us fine.

I did acknowledge about the whole trauma, then my Mum say that I look as if I'm not taking it seriously and the next she nags and nags, until I can't take it anymore....

"Argh, I'm already so stress!!!!!!!"

And I go to my room and close the door, but they continue again about how serious it is bah bah....

Here am I blogging and crying my heart out of all my stress.

I know is damn serious if the paperwork is not done properly before end production and I know damn serious leaving water there out of nowhere and I know these are my fault.

A few days ago, I think after I cook something or what I accidentally leave the gas on and also forget to turn the mains off. Luckily, my parents came home to smell something bad in the kitchen, quickly go and turn all off and on the fan on maximum speed.

Then again they nag and then I say it doesn't matter....

I'm not sure why I acted this way and honestly I'm wasn't like this before and I was surprise I said like as if is not very serious.

I guess all my stress have accumulated until I can't take it or is it me starting the neglect the things around me that I never neglect before.

I even have negative impact like nobody in the family understand me at all!!!!

ARGH!! I don't know what's the FREAKING wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!