Holiday

I went a bit too much early on.

It's about the holiday we suddenly pop it up somewhere this week where at this peak a lot of people are about to book their hotels for a holiday.

At the beginning I thought maybe just the two of us next month because I don't want to go on June which is the peak period where we have crowd with a lot of people and I wanted to experience the period where there is not going to be a lot of people.

But the plan change from two people going become more people going and making me feeling uneasy about the whole thing. It was like all of the sudden, I'm becoming a bad person about the holiday, not wanting anyone to interfere but to stick to it.

Call me stubborn and selfish at the same time because I know I'm being stubborn about the whole thingy. I guess I'm a bit of a perfectionist wanted everything to be the way it is and be more perfect.

*Sign*

Oh well, no use being that stubborn, if I continue this way only one person is happy but another is not and at the end of the day everybody are going to be unhappy.

The best solution for me is to take it easy, think optimistic and don't think too much. Think of it that is going to be a great holiday not only the both of us but the rest of the people joining in will enjoy this holiday too.

I guess I'll take it as a start of experience to be able to travel independently in the future and there is always next time. =D

P/S: I've straighten out all my thoughts before I type this post.