Hui Hui aka Tara's Diary

New Blog

2010-11-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

must have wondering why I haven't post anything in this blog, well I've moved which I opened unofficially way last year.

This will be my new blog from now on. =)

Cheers.

Look at my Nails!

2010-03-27T15:47:00.003+08:00

Just some of my DIY Nail Arts left in my camera for quite some time.

Gritter Copper French Manicure

Fresh Blue-Green French Manicure

Actually, I don't really do much of nail painting because of the nature of my job and I usually like to cut my nails when I feel that my nails are long enough to cut. Sometimes, I'm just doing it for certain special occasions or just to pamper myself a bit. Heeheee...

So yeah, almost rare photos of my nails. =P

My 1st Sem Results

2010-03-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

I've so many things I want to blog but lazy. =(

Anyways, I've good news to share, this is my first sem result of my course that I viewed yesterday.

Mad happy like siao!!!

I didn't really expect to get a DIST! My classmate foresee my result that I'll would get AAB, but I thought I would get much lower than that. Still I couldn't believe my eyes and sms her the great news.

Believe it or not I'm so happy yesterday that I'm actually on MC today. LOL!

IT Show Mar 2010

2010-03-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

Currently, this is my new loves.....

How am I Going to do With These two?

2010-03-15T00:01:00.004+08:00

One of my Red-eared slider's eye is injured, I will have to take it to the vet next weekend. =(

This has never happened before until a few days earlier, mostly because the tank is too clamp for two turtles and they are fighting for space to sun themselves or whatever and the injury happened but my house cannot afford much bigger tank to place. ='(

I would have to let another one go who should I give to and which pond should it be place?

This is so confusing and heartbreaking for me.... *sobs*

Resignation Letter

2010-02-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

First time in my life, I typed a letter as above just a while ago...

A serious yet a polite letter.

It's a letter sooner or later I would type, print out and there it goes to a table. It really doesn't matter if anyone from my company would reads my blog (I doubt they would read my blog).

Like I said before, I'm damn serious about looking for another job which I've already started looking for one quite sometime ago, but lucky for me I have not much of commitment just yet, so it's now or never.

PS: I've send in a post to Nuffnang which I know it pretty late but no harm to try. =)

Alice in Wonderland

2010-02-28T18:09:00.004+08:00

I've read the story and I even watched it ever since childhood, yup no kidding it's my favorite and an imaginative story of all time when I was a little girl.

Have I ever told somebody that I like Alice the best?

Now I'm telling you. =D

Alice reminded me as a brave and curious girl, which that's explains why she was chasing after White Rabbit (in funny clothes) that led her into Wonderland during her childhood.

Curiosity sometimes can led to wonders or even in dangerous situation, but in my view without curiosity there wouldn't be Alice in Wonderland, right?

In the past, when she fallen into Wonderland she was determine to get home. But this time round, she is determine to be of help to the people and even strange creatures of Wonderland (or rather Underland?) to stop the evil Red Queen who take over Wonderland.

That is why I like about Alice, whatever in what kind of situation she is in, she will find a solution within her means (also with the help from others) without running away from it.

Before I end the post here, let us watch the trailer. =)

What am I waiting for? I've a very important date this Tuesday evening!

Catch Alice in Wonderland Movie starting from 4th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

Towards the Future

2010-02-23T14:16:00.004+08:00

After this morning, I realize that it's really time for me to seriously find another job.

I no longer care whether people would call me irresponsible or is it for the bonus. All I know is that I'm very unhappy with the current job here.

Nobody will want to work unhappily in their job unless they find their job is all right then stay with it. I do not want to lie to myself just to stay on the job that I'm unhappy with. But don't worry after all these carps, I'm still optimistic towards the future. For me, it doesn't matter which field I'm doing now, as long as I'm achieving towards my dream career . =)

Perhaps this is yet another step to take in life, I know anywhere I work would be the same but I have to take the courage to take that step, no point getting stuck in one place.

I will not say what made me unhappy but I will not regret taking up this job at least I know what I really want in life before that I was in a "blank" state about my future not knowing what to do and also for the sake of having the work experience.

Maybe that's the start of my real life....

I've got to go, I'm having my last practical test this evening.

Weeeee!!!!

2010-02-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

After this Tuesday practical test, I'll be free of stress from assignments and tests for about six week before the start of second and also the final term.

It has been great so far and the stress is worth it. Although, I would not get really good grades but I'm happy that I've learn lots of new things on the way.

During this semester, I've truly realized that it is not about getting all modules grade A+. It is about the process whether or not a person learns from the subject, if you get to learn something that is already A+.

Even although the subject itself is not A+ but who cares? I've gain new portfolios for myself. *grins*

Of course not to forget that I did a web page assignment with a classmate, we have fun doing together. =)

Going to mass send my resume real soon, nobody is gotta stop me!!! wahahahaha~

I'm on Leave

2010-02-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

From now and until 19 Feb 10....

If you think I'm going on a long CNY holiday that is so wrong...

I have a practical test tonight and a written test at 18 Feb 10 that night. =(

What the....

Sleep Sleep Soon

2010-02-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

Before I sleep, I would just blog a bit since, ya I have a blog then I should blog! =)

Having to study a part-time course is really hard especially while I'm working full-time.

Is like you know I wish I have more time for assignments.. but then again I can't expect much of a good grades for my assignments which understandable that I'm not a full time student anymore.

Work totally drain my energy (especially I don't like) and my time especially sometimes I can't give up my gaming in facebook.. BaH...

I'm working on two assignments and working towards the deadlines, luckily the other one the deadline is later but I'll still have to finish it before Web Publishing written test and damn I thought no need to study liao.

The written test is what I fear because I don't really have much time to memorialize and I can't score to my expected grade and at the same time I have assignments to do. Luckily enough the rest of the two are practical test which I have some confidence with.

*sign*

Oh well, all I could do is to try my best now!

This week and next week is going to be busy weeks on both work and studies...

Getting ready for bed, good nights~

PS: damn I need to put the gaming aside for a while!

Death of Blue Screen

2010-02-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

My heart almost stop when my computer flash a death of blue screen within 1 second....

and

restarted a few times...

OMG....

Lucky I saved my computer by using windows cd to upgrade in SAVE mode, if not I'm DOOM! and I might not be able to do my assignment tonight.

The best thing, my technical skill didn't failed me at a nick of time. =X

But anyways it's time to get an extra upgrade anytime soon.....

Work Sucks....

2010-01-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

Every end of a work day, not once I ever feel satisfied and happy about my work. I know there are times where there will be stress, things may get tough or maybe one or two things we may not like.

But...

I'm still unhappy! In fact there are many things I hate within more than a year. They may see the problems I'm facing now but it will be a cycle again and again and again.

I am a responsible person the way my parents would always taught me but in some cases it is not a matter of responsibility anymore.

Friends would ask me: "You seen to be doing fine, why quit?"

In the end....

Instead of me wanting to quit. They quit faster than me!

How funny. -_-"

Since I've made my choice to choose studies over work. In just of a matter of time, I WILL move on to another job.

Our Future New Home

2010-01-10T19:42:00.003+08:00

This will be our future new home in about 3 years time.

I took this photo last year before this place started building up. We both always wonder how a married life will be... will it be tough or smooth? After all, it's another new chapter of our lives, my feelings for now about our future is half excited and half anxious.

I've already started receiving things that are for our future home, how freakishingly fast.... Really I'm not kidding! But I'm happy at the same time. =)

I'm dying to go back there and take another photo again during the process of our new home.

Resolution of 2010

2010-01-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

I just have to publish this although I’ve been ‘MIAing’, even Dear found that my blog is boring now! Anyways, I've post it up just in any case my "disappearing act" acts up again...

This is my old Resolution of 2009.

1) Make more money!

2) ROM this year.

~~3) Happy couple of 5 years!~~ Yeah!

4) Have a smooth sail in my job.

~~5) Hoping to find a suitable flat which is BTO.~~ Found one, Yes!!!!!

6) Make another blog skin, this time better!

7) Stop being lazy again!

8) Slim down to 50kg I purpose.

9) To gain more readers to my blog in my personal way.

To tell the truth I didn't actually achieve much of my list this year but wait! I have other achievements in 2009.

- Signed up and now studying for a Specialize Dip. in Media Creation course (Part-time) from Singapore Poly since Oct 2009.

- A birthday surprise from my friends.

- I have my hair digital perm so far I've been playing and twirling with my hair, so that my perm could stay longer.

- I've brought a new digital camera but some what wasted that I didn't post online most of the time.

- First time in my life I've won 4D! Actually shared together with Dear, is just a small amount but happy like mad for a while.

- My very own PSP shared with Dear ended up... like... is mine now. LOL!

Here's my list of resolution, I’ll make 10 of them this time. More or less would be the same I think?

1) Make more and more money. Who would complain more money?

2) A proposal... aemm.. someone haven’t propose to me yet.

3) Happy couple of 6 years. =)

4) A toshiba pink Lappy!

5) Slim down but I’m not going to set a target again because previously I failed to reach my target, so ya take things at a time it will workout somehow.

6) Find another job, I would not reveal much (since I've been complaining) but ya…. time to move on.

7) Quit my laziness.

8) Finish my part-time course this year.

9) More personal portfolios. =p

10) An overseas holiday with family and another one with my Dear.

Hmmm... that's about all I guess. I'll see what else I could post hahaha...

Have Happy New Year everyone!

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T11:37:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to all! =)

Cleaning

2009-12-24T23:43:00.001+08:00

Just spring cleaning my blog, I've deleted so many links...

wow...

btw

2009-12-01T20:37:00.004+08:00

This is Dear and me.

Seriously, I don't need to do any photoshopping with this photo which is kindda cool and I love it. :)

Sleep Problem Gone?

2009-12-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

I was able to sleep last night thanks to a warm bath and my trusty mp3 player with some slow and calming songs while trying to sleep. So happy! :D

Anyways, I'll have warm baths and music to my ear continuously for a few days to make sure. hehehe....

*sign* I think I've been MIAing off and on from my blog, so sad.... :(

Time for me to change blog skin and blog url for motivation?

Can't Sleep

2009-11-26T08:42:00.003+08:00

For a total of 3 nights....

I don't know if is because of work stress or school stress.

My dad brought me some sort of a Chinese medicine for me last night so that I could sleep and relax but in the end I still can't sleep. :(

So anyways, I took an MC today and ate the medicine, hopefully I can sleep at least for a few hours in the late morning and to afternoon.

What's the hell wrong with me? Ohhhh.... This is so frustrating.... can you imagine that? When you want to work during day, you find yourself very tried, unable to focus and even more demoralizing then ever before.

Yes, I admit I'm dragging myself to work every 5 working days but that has been a long time since I found that I drag myself to work.

I never have problems sleeping until this week, after last night I would never want to take sleeping for granted anymore! ;(

Anyways, I'm waiting for the medicine to take effect hope works. (again)

A Sudden Thoughts

2009-10-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

I realized I have more to study and therefore I must learn to discipline myself to study! T.T

I've slowly play less in facebook and slowly go into study mode. Well, actually the only entertain me for now is gotta be comics and anime.

Anyways, thinking back about the school days I have, blindly study and study and study like nobody freaking business but I'll never regret one thing..

Because fate let me met him.

Today, when I'm looking at him while he's asleep before waking him up. Make me feel that I'm the luckiest and the happiest girl in the world to have him...

That's five years and counting.... =D

I'm back to school....

2009-10-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

Last night...

It was fun last night, having the feeling of being a student all over again. This time is different I'm happy being a media student. =D

Although, is part time, well at least I've take this step to move on and at the same time giving myself a chance to able to change a job I really want. Not a course I've blindly studied for 6 years and blindly setter for a job.

And now I hate it. I know certain jobs have certain stress but thinking of having the long run in this industry, is it worth it for me? I thought I liked the course I previously studied but I realized maybe I'm just fooling myself, listening to others how good this course will be to the working world.

But anyways, time will tell during this course. =D

Gotta go..... good nights!

Missed That Chance

2009-10-13T00:04:00.003+08:00

Funny...

First time in my life, I feel happy and yet at the same a bit disappointed because of......

4D

Yes, weird and I thought that wouldn't affect me somehow until last Saturday our yet-to-be-build house unit no. open in that freaking 4D. And this happens on that day where we have sign our down payment on the very same day and even talked about 4d on the very same day. -_-"

Nuts, missed that chance to buy an ibet.

Hahaha... oh well, at least Dear's Mum won something.

Happy Birthday to me!

2009-10-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

Since like more than a month ago?

Yes, I'm officially turn 24 (I know I took damn long to blog), I hope is going to be a happy 24 for me and so many friends wish me a Happy Birthday, so happy! =D

Here goes....

Friday, 21 Aug 2009

Working as usual, I have a slight cold in the morning at work which I think it's because I didn't cover blanket myself properly a few days before. So I ended up taking MC and I thought there goes my actual birth date. Oh shucks....

At the very last minute, Dear decided to call it a day so that I could rest more rather then going out again in the evening and told me we could go out tomorrow to celebrate. So sweet of him. XD

Saturday, 22 Aug 2009

Meet up with Dear before going to Bugis, as usual the normal couple date which I didn't realized a surprise is right ahead of me. Dear lead me to McD's saying that he wanted to buy something to eat and I was thinking if he's so hungry because I brought him lunch before we go out. -.-"

So I just follow him, until he told me he's looking for a seat and blurish me look all over the place for a seat for two. Suddenly, I saw three familiar faces, Colin, my head slowly turn to YS and then finally to Jia Yi. Took me a moment to realize something had happened. O.o

From what I heard from Dear it is actually a last minute planning, but still I'm really touch once again, not only they send me messages yesterday to wish me a Happy Birthday and they took the effort to surprise me. So sweet of them. ^^

It's been long since we all hang out and chat.

It's been about a year since all five of them (shaful included but not with us that day) go on to their NS and then another year later some of them will be studying Uni. Even Dear is about to study Uni too. But hey, maybe next time I'll be studying Uni who knows?

At first, we thought of walking to ION orchard (which is the birthday girl's idea >.<) but walking from bugis was a damn tiring idea not only Dear was complaining, I saw Jia Yi starting to sweat like crazy and I thought my leg was gotta break with slightly high heels.

So we decided stop at Plaza Sing for dinner.

Colin, Jia yi ans YS.

Colin's Pikacu goes: "Pi~ pikacu~"

It even got a pokeball and I saw it roll all over the table somemore.... LOL!

In coming food! Quickly, taken photos (with flash) of all the food because we are all hungry!

Salad for everyone.

It's salmon Spaghetti. Mine all mine!!!!

One of the side dish, fried sotong.

YS's Japanese Curry Chicken.

Colin's scallop Spaghetti.

Jia Yi's Salmon Don.

Dear's Assorted Seafood Don. (Looks yummy!)

Look at that wide range of food~ yums...

Although, I didn't get to snap more photos of our gathering but I'm happy to have a first surprise from friends. No really, I know Dear surprise me once in a while but getting surprise from my friends is definitely the first for me. =D

Thank you all of you guys, you all are sweet to the max! XD

New Camera

2009-10-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

Finally~ I got my new camera just yesterday!

Fujifilm Finepix F200

I've fallen in love with it.

Overjoyed!

2009-09-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

I've choose my choice of module yesterday and met a new friend. =D

Although, I'm not sure whether my new friend would come for lessons that is...

My course can be sort of like flexible, attendance not compulsory but I would rather go for each of the lesson, hope is fun and challenging bringing me to another level of media designing. I do help a friend do a blog skin before but I think is not enough for me. =P

Hope this would be another turning point of my career.

Gotta go.... is really late!

Roft!

2009-09-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

Being drag out to be a gooseberry yesterday for a good cause and I was damn awkward can you imagine that?

Convincing my friend over and over again to tell the truth until she did today. At least, that's setters for now and she is feeling better, getting that off her chest.

Isn't it better to tell someone that you are not interested in him/her?

Straight in the face.

I know that might hurt someone but is the only choice when it comes to that point to make a decision. As the Chinese idiom goes "short pain rather than long pain".

Please don't let me to this again..... I'm a bad person already!

PS: Will tried to blog my birthday post soon-ish hopefully. >.<

How Can I Ever Forget?

2009-08-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

Group photo of SLEA.

It was sudden that this photo flashes my mind while surfing my friend's facebook account. After months of convincing myself trying to blog more but in the end, much to my regrets empty promises leaves me with many, many photos have not been post in HuiHuiakaTara blog.

I don't even remember which month or day this picture was taken but I know it's was last year where we had just finished our very last exams not long after that. All the while it's in my computer left untouch, if I didn't search through my picture folder today, I guess I wouldn't remember which year in the future. (I did send to picture to all my friends included in this photo.)

It will be an excuse, if I say I'm busy with my work because all the long I'm lazy and somehow I've lost a bit feelings for blogging. I'm still maintaining my blog but it just that I didn't really blog that much.

I remember there were a few times we tried to gather and meet up like months ago, but some thing came up, and so we didn't get to see each other.

With the four guys in NS, and two lover birds working, it is pretty much hard to meet up, that I could understand why and therefore I have no hard feelings, hope the rest of the guys think the same way as I did. ^^

I hope I can blog more... more of those memories into my blog. It going to be a compromise when I would happily start blogging, but I will find back my feelings for blogging.....

my online dairy.

Just Great...

2009-08-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

Wow, I haven't blogging for weeks. -____-"

Anyways, I'm pretty much disappointed with blogger service, this time not only the blogger navbar making my blog skin weird every time I look at my blog and now even the posting text box is weird. =/

Time to make a complain.....

No Point

2009-07-26T01:17:00.004+08:00

No point in pressurizing yourself.

Today, I heard of a story from someone (which I'm not gotta mention who is who), it was really sad.

Why commit suicide just because of failing an Exam?

Well, in fact I know how important it is to pass an Exam but what's the point ending one's life just because there is a single failure in your life and you can't take it and then ending your life at a very young age?

That is what I call very silly or in a very rough saying, stupid.

I got to admit I do have many failures in life but did I take my life away? If it is, why am I still here blogging? (Make sense?)

Being sucks at studies and sometime stressing why didn't I get good grades, being bullied around by people for years until secondary 3, a friendship that gone bad which she is my very first best friend in secondary and etc. Well, that's my life before but it does get better over the time.

Sure, I'm not a A-star student (former ITE student still!) but at least I know I tried my best and take the test of my schooling life which finally lead me to poly life which I never thought I would be there studying.

And now I'm working with stress here and there, people complaining behind my back I'm still trying my best at the very least.

Maybe, I'm thinking way to optimistic but why should I think negatively? For what use should I think badly about the whole life?

In fact, I should be thanking those who passes by my life, without them I wouldn't be here!

I think in a human life, there are times we do make mistakes and having hard times, anytime, anywhere but learning from our mistakes that's what success in life make sense.

If ending one's life is the solution to all problems, then you are wrong. What happens to those who love you dearly? To them their life would never be the same and they would guity about why didn't they found out sooner that you are having problems all the while? (In the end more problems leave behind.)

Maybe, this person who failed the exam, must have feeling regret while commiting sucide but it was to late and then fallen. I do feel sad and pity for this person because nobody knows what he/she is thinking and nobody knows when to step in and help when things starts to go wrong.

That's why it is better to pour out your feelings to anyone who you think is trusted or through counselling, rather going crazy or commit sucide at least you would feel better and thinking clearly before having the thought of dying.

It just not worth the time of your life to end it yourself because you would never get to see what your future will be like.

Nobody knows what future holds but I'm looking forward to it. =D

It Took me Forever to Blog!

2009-07-14T21:19:00.004+08:00

The first thing that I ever have in mind of blogging with pictures and the next I didn't blog a single thing up until I haven't even start edit my photos for the next GH post. Oh I almost forgot about my last year birthday photos also. -.-"

This shows that I'm ~~busy~~ or rather lazy. Carp....

Anyways, this post is gotta be random.

I've been thinking of job changing, although my colleagues are good and nice actually. I know everywhere job sucks but everyday I work I'm having second thoughts of staying on this job. It's not about money either, even if they wanted to increase my salary and not letting me leave nothing is going to change my mind.

Everything I learn is limited in my area, so I guess is for the best for me. Of course, I'm not going to quit so soon until I find another job. I know times are hard but people do have to move on to a brighter future. =)

Dear made me mad yesterday, saying I'm lazy out of blue when I really totally not interested in the course he is taking recently.

Made me sulking for the next few hours of my night life with my computer. -.-"

But I guess Dear make the point right that I'm really lazy after working, but I did manage to start to do some chores at home. Weeks ago I simply don't do chores right after I came back from work. I guess that's the small change in me nowadays, maybe because my mind is set for what I'm going to do in future like I mention a few blog post before, I'm going to take a specialize diploma course and I've already sign up for it and waiting for the result to be out, hope I could got in. XD

I guess that's all for now...

Dear is asking me to do something to almost impossible... -.-

Genting Highland (Day 1)

2009-07-06T21:14:00.001+08:00

As promise, I've starting to blog properly again! Yeah! By the way, that's 4 days on Genting Highland!

Starting off with the trip, Dear and I took a bus to Holiday Land.

Yes, bus... early in the wee morning and its you-wouldn't-want-to-wake-up that kind of time but there is no other choice because we cannot be late. And we even got lost but amazingly we are still early. >.<

(Along the Causeway)

It was quite troublesome about taking a bus over to Holiday Land, because we have to get out of the bus twice, one at the Tusn Checkpoint and another at Malaysia Checkpoint. But~ that doesn't really get the nerve out of us. =P

Camwhore on the bus, LOL!

That's Dear's twist hand on my face.

Due to time constraint, we have our lunch for half an hour. I realized I ate quite fast and was afraid that the bus would drive away without us. Ka ju like mad!

Are we there yet?

Finally we have reached, but we still have to wait for Dear's Sister's family to arrive so we decided to explore around the place while waiting with our freakishly heavy luggage. (Someone starting to complain beside me...)

Poor Gorilla sobbing for not be able to climb, I guess?

Someone teaching the Gorilla to climb is that purpose to happen? O.o

HA! Is a fake!

Just when we thought that the wait is over when his sister's family arrived, we still have to wait~

wait and wait and wait..... and finally~

In our hotel room....

That's us all cleaned up and was waiting for the rest to be ready for dinner. Lucky, The room was very comfy and I thought is going to be cold like my past trip to GH but I think the toilet is very small. -.-"

Hehe... I sneakily take photo of people, these people here are Dear's Sister's hubby and her children and two kid relatives.

That's my first meal on GH, Asam Laksa. It's pretty good and appetizing. Yum!

After that, Dear and me decided have our own couple world and scroll around the shopping mall and we came back to hotel kindda late and watch TV somemore! Well that because we are too excited to sleep for the next day. XD

Guess that's the end of day one.

PS: Everybody seen to have problems with picture uploading but I don't because I've been using photobucket to upload my photos. =X

It's Time

2009-06-26T19:11:00.005+08:00

I've decided to take on a Specialist Diploma which is multimedia related, and that would be a year for that part-time course. It sounded weird that I didn't take a degree course but after long thought about it.

I don't think would able to do the degree.

Well, first of all the Cons.

Money issue
It is really expansive to study for a private degree and the reason to it? It's because my Dear and I are buying a house. Yup, you got that right a house!

With the housing loan and all, therefore studying for degree would cost more than a big bomb and I must have savings. For me in my case to study is very hard unless super confirm I can get a very good job in future and for Dear well if he wants is possible but he's taking another different course that is not degree. (So cool~ we are studying part-time.)

Time taken
I'm working in the fact I have to (obviously) and if I ever take on a degree that would that at least two to three years to get it. By the time, I'm old with only electronics experiences? That's gotta sound ridicules to a Multimedia Designer with only school portfolio...

I don't know if I could handle that much stress that I'm already is.

The Pros?

I may have to stop my driving lesson for a while after BTT and I'm not worried about not getting a licence because I have no car to drive and no money to actually buy one.

But what's important is that I could upgrade my career although is different from my field but at least it is something I can do in a long term down the road, rather then regreting something I didn't do in future.

I think it's time I should start waking up from my dreams and start doing what I'm purpose to do, no more fun and games. (At least I'm gotta enjoy my course. =p)

Genting Highland post coming up, I die die must post!

I'm Back~

2009-06-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Genting Highland~

So far, on the overall trip been very fun and I'm enjoying it. Thinking back, I haven't been on a real holiday for a long time since during ITE and poly times. (Wow, I didn't realized is that long!)

I'll update anytime soon, and I really should think the next post is worth my time to blog. =)

Yup, tomorrow I'm back to reality that is.....

I've Dyed my Hair....

2009-06-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

The day before hair dyeing, suddenly the question that I've been hopeful that he wouldn't mention but I was wrong, he remembered....

"Dear, want to dye our hair?"

"Arrr... errr.... can I don't dye my hair?"

"Arr! You promise me before when we are working, we'll dye our hair."

"But...." *Still reluctant look*

"Yes way we are."

*being drag over to Guardian at BP plaza to buy dyeing hair stuff.*

I guess now I can't avoid that any longer and I thought I wouldn't be dyeing my hair for the rest of my life keeping it as natural as possible. (Ok, the thought is gone... T.T)

Oh nos, my hair..... Chemicals that are going to destroy my hair...

Someone behind me is about to grab me, tie me up and dye my hair.

During the process, I thought my hair scarp is a bit tichy, the moment Dear said is gotta be painful? which I don't feel so....

End result....

To tell the truth, only my fringe area got dyed! But no worries I've brought another package of hair dye, I guess I've have to ask the 'DIY hairdresser' to help me dye my hair again this Thursday. =X

Oh ya, I'm going on a holiday to Genting Highland this Friday until Monday. It was ages ago since I've been there, so far this is the first overseas trip with Dearie. I'm so looking forward to it!!!!!

I'm Going Missing Again!

2009-06-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's true.....

I'm lazy to blog and lacking of updates! I know!

I'll be right back!

This Sucks...

2009-05-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

I'm in a lousy mood today......

I think is all because of work stress and money, and I think what's the use of saving so much money? At the end of the day, my money just have to go somewhere, whether to buy a house, pamper myself, payment of bills or future needs, bah bah bah.....

Especially, went it comes to lonngggg term house loan which no matter how much you want to avoid you would eventually have to buy a house in some point in life.

Even if I told any of my friends, about house loan or any other future expanse, none would actually advice me because all my friends are of almost the same age as me, is either some of them are studying, just started working or in NS. (which is the truth, I swear!)

Argh.... lots of things to think of, don't know what to do to take the next step and officially stress like hell.

I really need be more responsive to reality, more responsible of what I am doing and stop thinking like a kid. Period.

Being adult is freedom. Bullshit..........

Sign

2009-05-11T23:26:00.004+08:00

A lot of things happened these few weeks.... Working and came home late on weekdays and then disappeared during weekends from my house even for the whole day after doing some housework at home.

A friend ask me for weeks whether I could accompany her to buy something. The thing is I don't have time for her and there is someone who really needs me and I can't split myself into two, therefore I chose the alternative choice.

There are a lot of things in my life I never told her and I could understand why she doesn't understand how much I've been through but sometimes I feel irradiated because she never ask how is my life. (I am really sorry for the crop up!)

Sometimes I thought, is this call good friends? But yet I'm too soft-hearted to say unfriendly things because she didn't do anything wrong and this is not me at all if I do.

I know I say something hurtful but this is how I feel. Once I have a broken friendship sometimes is hard for me to give all my effort into my friendships. Lets just say that I'm trying to be careful in making friends, is not that I don't trust my friends, actually I do on the right people I hope.

Anyways back to the point, it is hard to explain the situations I have these few weeks on my own blog but I hope that one day problems will solve soon.

For now, I feel helpless...... but what to do?

All I know is, there are some things I can't complain about how hard a human life is, because this is what a lot of people have to go through whether to take it optimistic or hard is up to a person's choice.

Hopefully, for me I will be able to make my life decision optimistically and move on without regrets and complaining. Although, I've never been much of hardships before and I know I'm not smart either but I'm sure I would think of something and at the very least for my future and our future.

P.S. I've started to do some planning on my blog layout and this time I want to do it properly and nicely. XD

For A Needy Cause

2009-05-08T22:04:00.004+08:00

I've promise a friend to pass this message around.

Maybe, you think this is some sort of a simple looking T-shirts around, but but look at it in a different way~ While you donate, your money will be helping those who need medical attention in India, unlike us as Singaporeans we are lucky enough that the Government help us out with the medical bills and good hospitals around. That's not all, for the $15 per tee, $3 of it will be donating to the needy and the T-shirt is all yours.

Not convincing enough or is it me that this is not enough information?

If not, check out their Facebook. Pretty neat uh? With tons of up coming activities and others or perhaps you can join in as a member if you like helping people.

So helping the needy, isn't that bad after all, right? And is never too late to help people in need, no matter how young or old.

Please do send your request to vicmon85@hotmail.com

Every help do counts and may God bless you. ^^

FaceBook

2009-05-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

Yup, I've been playing facebook everyday.

I guess I'm quite attached to the games like Restaurant City and Pet Society. The only thing I don't like is when a few friends force me to play their games. -_-"

I mean is not like asking me to add the application (normally I ignore application I'm not interested) is more like on MSN or Facebook chat room, asking you to play~ which is kindda hard for me to refuse a friend's offer and then making me confuse all over while playing. (Oh Gosh, headache....)

Well, at least I tried to play and I know that I don't like certain games. As I would prefer concerating on one or two games which I'm totally interested. Hehehe... ^^

Anyways, back to reality~

I was gotta book theory lesson just a while ago but I realized that I have to bank in some money into the account which I means I have to personally go down to the Driving Center tomorrow again~

Oh man, if I know that is so troublesome... I should have bank in $200 instead when I reg. for the membership earlier on. =/

Driving Lessons and Gym

2009-04-26T19:03:00.006+08:00

I've enroll for driving lessons today!

After weeks of waiting for my friend to be free, which I promise her I would apply together with her. This morning she was going to postpone but I told her if she gotta postpone next time again I'm gotta apply myself, I know I sounded like I'm forcing her but really she drag and drag until I'm going crazy over a decision of driving, but anyways finally!

At least, I wouldn't be changing my mind again and also both my parents approve about me going ahead. =D

After the briefing, my friend went home and I hit the Gym today, which is like finally I got my lazy butt to work. It was tiring but enjoyable. That's the one big step towards losing off 5kg of my weight. =X

Tomorrow, I'll be super aching all over my body! Ouch!

Hmmm..... went should I book my theory lesson?

Facial Session? Bah~

2009-04-21T22:08:00.007+08:00

I hate it when I'm hurrying my way check out something at Jurong East today, someone just have say,

"Miss, would you like to try our facial products and facial session?"

And that's not all!

Even if I walk quite a distance away from their table, they just follow you until you stop. God! I was stupid enough to stop and waste my time. -.-"

Then they would explain to you, you know this and that. Like as if they freaking know I don't know anything about facial bah bah bah.... and when I told them I need time to think (quickly go off and get out of there), they say no need to think about it, try it~

It is irritating, when it is something to do with my face so what if I have pimples on my face? Then get me wrong, is not that I didn't bother about my face at all, I do! And I admit I have facial problems.

The thing is, is facial session truly scientifically proven that it will help your face?

Scientifically proven, HA! Like real!

Forcing me to buy voucher and go ahead with the facial session. There is once, I was stupid enough to buy a voucher for the sake of saving my time and leave. A voucher mean nothing anything at all and I never use it.

Imagine one session maybe cheap but think of it in the long term to have your face clean and from what they stated their price let say $100 per session and wow suddenly as cheap as $30 for that one session for you to try out.

How about second or more sessions? I don't think one session is enough to cure your face, no?

But this time round? hahahaha.... I got bite once and I don't think I wanna get bite twice. I totally rejected their voucher offer which they expected me to pay $9 for that and luckily my prince charming had reach JE and was standing there waiting for me. (Thank you so much Dear!!! Muack!)

IF NOT the lady is not going to let me go easily.

From the both experiences, the patterns of selling their facial thingy are completely the same. When you say no, they twist and twist your words until you buy their words for it and the body contacts like, you know touch your hand slightly and even if you didn't want to have body contact with them, they would purposely brush their hand over a bit to your side.

Wow, but so sorry I'm not going to buy that.

Honestly, I would rather spend my money going to skin center to have my face treated properly then going to facial sessions and ruin my face much worst...

From now onwards, I'm not going to stop and listen. I'll simply just walk off!

Sanriotown.Com

2009-04-19T19:53:00.001+08:00

This is my new blog.

http://blog.sanriotown.com/sweetmemories:hellokitty.com.sg

Go check it out! =D

I'll Stand by You

2009-04-11T21:36:00.004+08:00

No matter what I'll stand by you.

Not because of money but because I need you and true love is hard to find. For us to meet by fate, we are lucky enough that we can still stay the same for so long.

I don't care what kind of family background you have, although I could not really fully understand how is that feel to be in that kind of family. I feel totally helpless that I couldn't think of a solution for you and I'm lousy at talking about such things.

I have the rush to run out of my house to be there for you but if I do that I'm scared that would only an added stress to you. Hurts me to see you like this but yet nobody could understand your situation.

I love you not because of pity.

Because you are the one who change my life forever and shower me with love dispirit the problems you have, you still able to make me smile.

You mean a lot to me.

That is why I do as my part to stay optimistic and strong just for you because I know my problem is no bigger then yours.

I'll stand by you, sharing the burden you have, even though it makes me wanna cry. I'll still able to carry half of your burden and not complain.

Hope that the problem you have will resolve soon.

I love you.

Niya's Birthday

2009-04-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

Just open 'My Picture' folder, to my horror I have tons of tons of photos I haven't been uploaded for months.

dots dots dots dots......

Well, this is how it goes by not uploading. =/

Anyways, I'm lazy to edit all of the photos and even more lazy to type, so enjoy these photos which are all credit by me.

I'll go by a cute little girl's 1st birthday for this post. =D

Her name is Niya and it's my first time meeting her through Min Qing. Nice to meet you! =)

Look at the humongous amount of food!

And the ranges of sauces!

Cooked by her Grand-mother, she definitely spoil us of all the choice of food. Although, I didn't get to taes most of the food but thank you very very much!

Kids playing around...

The most happening event ever.

You will realized that the balls will start flying around. Oh! Here's comes the ball! Take cover!

Birthday cake time!

This little guy decided to give this little girl a kiss which... was... kind of unexpected.

You can't believe after all that drama, the little guy actually blushed, awwww.....

People consist of mothers, fathers, babies, children and some singles both either available or unavailable.

Niya decided to have the first taste of the cake before anyone could have a piece of cake.

Baby hand print cake.

Sweet~ Happy (very) belated Birthday, Niya~

Which comes down to a conclusion, make new friends and there is someone who didn't seen to recognize me even though I was right in front of her, oh well there is always next time. ^^

Thank you Daw! For welcoming me, even though I'm a total stranger. =)

Holiday

2009-04-04T00:18:00.005+08:00

I went a bit too much early on.

It's about the holiday we suddenly pop it up somewhere this week where at this peak a lot of people are about to book their hotels for a holiday.

At the beginning I thought maybe just the two of us next month because I don't want to go on June which is the peak period where we have crowd with a lot of people and I wanted to experience the period where there is not going to be a lot of people.

But the plan change from two people going become more people going and making me feeling uneasy about the whole thing. It was like all of the sudden, I'm becoming a bad person about the holiday, not wanting anyone to interfere but to stick to it.

Call me stubborn and selfish at the same time because I know I'm being stubborn about the whole thingy. I guess I'm a bit of a perfectionist wanted everything to be the way it is and be more perfect.

*Sign*

Oh well, no use being that stubborn, if I continue this way only one person is happy but another is not and at the end of the day everybody are going to be unhappy.

The best solution for me is to take it easy, think optimistic and don't think too much. Think of it that is going to be a great holiday not only the both of us but the rest of the people joining in will enjoy this holiday too.

I guess I'll take it as a start of experience to be able to travel independently in the future and there is always next time. =D

P/S: I've straighten out all my thoughts before I type this post.

Things to do....

2009-03-31T22:07:00.004+08:00

There are so many things to do, oh gosh....

Going on a holiday on May (or maybe June) could be either with Dear's family or just the two of us.

Driving lessons, from the first day of work until now I've been deciding whether or not to take the test and after much consideration I decide to do it but the only few things are when am I going to book, the costs and which should I take manual or auto?!?!?

Oh freak... the present!

Shopping for a pair of shoe, a bag for work and ok.... what else am I missing!? I forgot I guess. -.-"

I really cannot hang around and do nothing! Get your lazy butt out of there! chop chop!

What the hell is Wrong with me!

2009-03-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

At work, a colleague say look like I have no feeling or rather not thinking when we both are doing some paperwork together.

Back home all I wanted is to rest but my family nags these never do and that never do. Then my Mum told me about today someone was looking out pots with plates underneath to see whether there is any water and it happens that there is some water which almost got us fine.

I did acknowledge about the whole trauma, then my Mum say that I look as if I'm not taking it seriously and the next she nags and nags, until I can't take it anymore....

"Argh, I'm already so stress!!!!!!!"

And I go to my room and close the door, but they continue again about how serious it is bah bah....

Here am I blogging and crying my heart out of all my stress.

I know is damn serious if the paperwork is not done properly before end production and I know damn serious leaving water there out of nowhere and I know these are my fault.

A few days ago, I think after I cook something or what I accidentally leave the gas on and also forget to turn the mains off. Luckily, my parents came home to smell something bad in the kitchen, quickly go and turn all off and on the fan on maximum speed.

Then again they nag and then I say it doesn't matter....

I'm not sure why I acted this way and honestly I'm wasn't like this before and I was surprise I said like as if is not very serious.

I guess all my stress have accumulated until I can't take it or is it me starting the neglect the things around me that I never neglect before.

I even have negative impact like nobody in the family understand me at all!!!!

ARGH!! I don't know what's the FREAKING wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Passion

2009-03-17T23:04:00.004+08:00

After so many months, I finally started to draw recently, after being lazy over and over again. I never realize drawing can be refreshing just like what I did 10 minutes ago. I love it.

Since my childhood I always like to draw, ever since I saw my cousin's beautifully drew pictures after pictures. I don't know when I start picking up my pencil to draw, all I know is to draw. But somewhat I feel withdraw about it because my Mum thought is something that is useless and will never make it in reality world. She would however 'K' me because instead of studying I draw like most little kids who like to play.

Even though, I was 'K' like nobody business, I still be able to draw whenever I can when my Mum is not around but less in a way how 'K-ing' has affected me the most.

During my secondary, I thought I've given up drawing but in the end Art classes seen to bring my drawing skill back to live despite my messy painting here and there, although I wish I could win in a drawing contest. But looking at the marks which my teacher, Mrs Chen given to me has improve constantly, I felt happy.

Yes, Mrs Chen I love her a lot! She is the one who encourage me to score in all subject so that at least I could get into ITE for me as a techincal student.

To my interest in drawing, well I guess I never really thought that much about arts school that I ended up in Electronic course. Until now as Asst. Engineer or rather my job is already very close to a technician.

My love for drawing is always there. I thought drawing interest is long gone for me but it comes back to me again and again never fail.

I guess that is what is call passion?

I had it!

2009-03-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

I apologize in advance and I hope that would wake you up because I'm sick of being too nice.

What's the use of getting yourself emotional all the time, uh? Each time, you just have to hurt yourself making yourself drown in the cycle of emotional feelings.

You know what? Stop that!

People do get emotional at times but mostly able to get through those tough times. We know you are heartbroken because of past relationships and having feelings that there is no future ahead for you.

And we damn know it will take time!

A man shouldn't be clinging on such things like this, wasting your time away just thinking about the pasts you once have. You only live once for GOD SAKE!

Tell you honestly, I'm tired, almost to giving up and about to get piss off. Every time, thinking about what kind of advices to give to you I'm always hopefully that you would come around but in the end is like all for nothing, seeing you in a realms of emotions again.

Those girls in your past relationship? Reality check! They are not coming back for you and even if they do you know that the feeling is never be the same and that would make you even more wounded like you are now.

Emotional is what you give yourself, nobody ever give you that kind of stress. Please don't let yourself be in the drama molting away like as if someone is gotta help you.

I tried and I bet your other friends tried to help you too. But you always say I'll try....

So tell me have you try? Something tell me you have not even try a single bit by looking at you like this. Seriously, if you really DO want to change your life please do so and make that a promise to yourself.

If life is really that bad, then what's the point having friends to care for you and what the hell are we there for?

Please look at another people who are in worst state and could be worst off than you.

Please don't waste away my time and your friends' time taken to talk you around.

Please don't let our effort go down the drain.

I don't wish to see a friend collapsing because of emotional feelings. I'll never forgive you for that if you do.

Please wake up your FUCKING idea and you should know who you are.

Thank you very much.....

Blog & Run

2009-03-14T20:33:00.002+08:00

I've just updated my blog navigation a bit, so I guess I'll just blog to state that I'm still alive! I have tons of photos but I don't feel like blogging. =X

Grrr... my Mum is pestering me with housework again and is not that I'm not going to do it. -_-"

Reality Thinking

2009-03-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I'm taking far too long while to blog again. Recently, I'm wasn't in a mood to blog is not that I'm depress or anything.

I've been thinking a lot of things. Well, in fact mostly about how I'm going to manage my future, my reality future. There are lots of things I want to do but too bad I can't do all the things in one go simultaneously.

Like for example car license, getting into University, our future house and many other things that in need of money. When it comes to money, it is the only constrain I have in the reality. I do have savings but to survive in reality with all these stuff is never enough.

Well, no one ever say money is enough, right?

I guess this is reality, you work for money and you spend the money, and this cycle goes on and on never ending. Well, I'm still planning out my future although is already started a bit and I hope I don't take too long to think.

But I believe I could do the things I'm interested, nothing is impossible. If not what is the point of living in this world? =D

Sick with no MC

2009-03-03T21:51:00.004+08:00

A bo liao blogger is going to blog a bo liao blog post today.... hahahaha...... Ok lah, I'll stop with all those bo liao Hokkien nonsense! *slaps face* *wakes up*

Today, I was sooo sick, imagine walking around with tissues stuff into my nose and used 2 packets of tissues could have been worst. (I think my colleague and my customers see me scared already. Oh dear...)

I'm suppose to leave early at 5pm because of my flu but it was so bad that I have to leave at 4pm plus. Technically, the reason I do that because I have no more leave to take for my MC until my probation is over and done with (hopefully).

Anyways, I'm using my OT to cover those hours. Shhhh! Don't tell anyone my secret! =p

Thank God, I have some medicine left at home so that I can have an early rest for the next day of work......

Yes, I know is a short post but I'm got to sleep now. Nights!

How to buy a House?

2009-02-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

Trying to buy a house is a real headache and not to mention heartaches to the core, OUCH!

I tried to understand in one go just a while ago because HDB has the latest news about the first BTO in 2009 which is in woodlands but then I realized I can't do that rushing things around.

We are still totally green about all this s**t! (I even got the feeling we are gotta miss this opportunity and that is the location we want I think, great....)

And I realized buying a house is not solely paying off your house mainly on own CPF, we have to have house loan or montages to cover too. House Loan meaning we have to pay interests along the way which actually cost more than what we have expected. (Totally hate my naive thoughts!)

I wonder how are we gotta pay all those cash in the long term to come, imagine we have to pay off the debt before we are 55 years old, YIKES!!!!!

Val's Day Presents

2009-02-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

Presents I've received for Valentine's Day and I'm super duper happy! =D

Three happy Sunflowers that I wanted so much and a pink wallet just what I needed. Love the two wonderful gifts. (Pardon with the cover up on my face, I just feel is not presentable. =X)

So what's my present to him?

Yup, strawberries cothed with white chocolate and a little bit of red dye that marks the important day in DIY style and this one most up close is only one with heart shape. =D

I'm gotta make you readers drool over them, hahaha!

The master piece and posting up it up in the Cheesie style, is not that I copy (half) her style for whatever reason, it happens that this photo background is ugly. But, hey at least I cite for it! Right? Right? =X

One happy guy holding a packet of strawberries and the sunflowers. Well, he deserve the lovely strawberries, after a night shift work, he didn't get to sleep a wink in the morning and went to pick up the presents right after work.

I did told him to get some sleep before we both go out and I even worry that he gets too tired but deep down, I'm really touch for what he did.

All those 4 years, although I still don't know the reason why I fall for him, but one thing for sure we both know we love each other and we hope our first love will last for the longest time of our lives. (with no dramatic love please!)

Anyways,

More to come in the next post, wahahaha!

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-14T18:16:00.003+08:00

(A sneak peek to my next post.)

Happy Valentine's day to all couples and friends!

Last Day of CNY

2009-02-09T21:08:00.005+08:00

This is so unbecoming! I'm haven't been blogging for a week! Shame on me...

Pardon my laziness to blog. Before I start I'm going congratulate my friend, Vincent,

Finally, you ARE moving on! I'm really glad and I believe other friends of yours are too. And please! Don't waste our efforts, care and concern going all emotional, ok?

Or else your butt will surely kena by my real life flying kick! =X

Anyways, today is the last day of Chinese New Year. Yup, after 8 days of loud music from K-concert just next to my block and last rounds of lion dance load clinging noises. Everything seen to quiet down.... a lot! Well, nothing to complain about as every night K-concerts ends at 10.30pm which is ok.

Holiday moods are definitely over and done with.

I hope everyone will be able to tide over this year as we all know the economy is really bad, but that will never kill the positive mind of ours, right? =D

I'm going to bed soon. Good night, people. =p

I'm getting fat!

2009-02-02T23:22:00.005+08:00

I'm really getting sick and tired on how some of my friends and my Mum says I'm getting fat!

I'm totally pissed of it sometimes but who doesn't? When someone says that you are fat who don't kick the fuss out of it?

For now, I'm consider as healthy weight for 163cm tall gal I guess, but thinking about it, if I don't do something soon, that would be more than just fat. Even my dream wedding dress would be gone just like that because I'm fat?

OMG! Surely I'm not going to let that happen don't I?

Dream future wedding dress will be my aim to shed off my fats (lots of it). =D

JuBeat!!

2009-01-31T23:57:00.005+08:00

Practically, I don't know what I want to blog. All I did was log-in into my blog account, create a new post and then here am I nothing to blog.

Right...... Anyways.

Finally! I could get The Sims 2's objects up and running just now. The stupidest thing I've ever done all along is copying those files into the wrong place, and I realized I have bad habits of not reading instructions properly again.

Wasted so many days just for that? I could have done a million other things already! Grr... why am I such a meddle head?

Well, hopefully I really did learn my lesson.

Yesterday, when I was window shopping with Dear, I've found a very interesting gaming machine JuBeat in Bugis Junction, something like these videos here.

My jaw almost drop when I look at how people play.

OMG~ How did they do that? (I know is the same person playing in both videos.)

Unlike some of the similar but not so similar musical interaction games I played, I feel that the game is pretty challenging and attracting but I didn't get to play it, it was crowded, expansive and one black face almost form on Dear's face, which I almost forgot we are window shopping. (Opps!)

Wish I could play it when is not crowded. =X

Here's a little of information in Wikipedia and also in Konami website (Japanese). I love the person who create this machine!!

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that I'm working hard on the housework this weekend and now here I am resting and siting in front of the computer and blogging away.

Yup, is almost time for a new year for us Chinese in Singapore and I've already receive Hong Baos/Ang Baos already. =D

By the ways~

Happy Niu Year!

Moooooooooooo~

I've tried.....

2009-01-25T02:25:00.004+08:00

I've tried to download "The Sims 2" objects and copied into the game folder, but I still can't get to see my items appear in the game.

What the freak? Wasted few days of my free time just to download and solve the problem, yet nothing change. -__-"

OH! I give up.....

I'll rather do something else instead and I'm going to bed.

Good nights~

My blog, Hui Hui aka Tara

2009-01-22T22:29:00.008+08:00

Up until now.....

I still don't know why I name my blog, Hui Hui aka Tara. LOL!

Simply to put, I was excited to start a blog of my own which was 3 years ago *scratch head*, and so I thought start it off simple and sweet.

Mostly, I guess no one will want to read my blog, only to my friends who read blogs and I never think that far whether anyone would read my blog. Now blog is so popular that it becomes a typical topic in reality TV or News. Good or bad news? That's for us to know and hopefully it's good news to all.

Anyways back to the topic, my first blogger name for Blogger.com was actually "hui-hui-tara.blogspot.com" as you can see the url is no longer able to use. Should I be happy?

Okay, I'm should happy. =P

Actually, I don't even know blogs exist until more then 3 years ago, perhaps blogs ain't popular at that time. I was a late starter before blogging becomes popular. (I think)

I guess blogging is fun, interesting and a hobby of mine up until now I'm still blogging.

Cool~

As a matter of fact, after about 3 years of blogging. HuiHuiakaTara.blogspot.com made me realized that my English in each and every post improve a lot. I used to type in sms like wordings "haiz", "becaz", "ppl" and long dots almost every end of each sentence like this.........

And to top it off, I wrote quite a number of spelling and grammar mistakes.

Therefore, the more I post, the more I hate typing out those sms-like-wordings and mistakes and I find myself quite irritating sometimes. (so do HuiHuiakaTara.blogspot.com)

So, I decided to avoid typing in such wordings and start to try typing out standard English.

It works on me slowly I suppose, even Deep and Dear commented that I wrote pretty good English, which I think I'm still not good enough.

I believe I still I have more to learn. =D

Bitchy Me.... I hate it!

2009-01-18T16:19:00.005+08:00

I just decided to delete this post anyways.

I feel much better now... =D

Lovely Complex

2009-01-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

Animation of the day is up once again with this banner. (It's my design with Sakura-san inside! Yess!! )

Lovely Complex

This animation is pretty much happen to be stumped upon by me when I wanted to watch something new, rather then watching popular animations all the time.

So far, I find this animation is quite a bitter-sweet story about this pair of couple.

The main male character, Atsushi Ootani who is consider as short for a guy he is and on the other hand the main female character, Risa Koizumi who is as tall as any model on screen.

Due to their height they both seen to have complex feelings about the height issues.

At the beginning of the story, they hated each other mainly because due to some misunderstanding but in the later part, they seen to get along well after their crushes get together due to fate and they both decided to give up.

Yet coincidentally and funny about this pair is because their interests are almost the same, they love the same type of food, they are huge fan of a rapper singer, Umibozu, and sometimes they speak out the same sentences in union and ended up accusing each other begin copy cats.

With their friends around to encourage them to be together, what fireworks will bring upon this two?

This animation indirectly teaches us no matter how you look, love just happens no matter how tall, short, ugly or for whatever reason a person is.

Want to know how they get together? Well, go right ahead and watch this animation I'm sure it'll make your time worth while. ^^

Blue Garden Artwork

2009-01-07T22:28:00.004+08:00

Another artwork of mine yet again.

The theme that covers here, came up to my mind like Mother-Nature-decided-to-grant-me-magical-powers.

Hence, blue garden with purple touches just hit the right spot for the theme I design.

Vincent commented to be quite a girly design there and I guess it is because somehow it doesn't really fit for a guy like him, maybe for girls who likes blue and black think it in a different way?

Well, at least I made the effort into it and that's what make me happy. =)

So readers passing by my blog what do you think?

How to Spice up my Life?

2009-01-03T19:39:00.004+08:00

Dear: You know what, dear...

Me: What is it?

Dear: I feel that life is boring...

Me: Why leh?

Dear: Because you see, is like in life we have to work, work got money get marry and then later have a family is like the same whole cycle like everyone else.

Me: Hmmm... maybe perhaps taking up a course or some should work?

Dear: is it?

Me: I mean like try to learn something new as much as possible even until we grow old we still have to learn new things then perhaps life isn't that bore after all.

I have say these things to Dear but suddenly I feel that I really didn't do anything much about my life either.

Maybe.... I should do something about my life, is too bored. Nope, this is nothing to do with my relationship with Dear, we both are fine.

I guess that work life really make a person bored like crazy and part of it, is because I'm quite a shy person in nature.

Perhaps so.

Even after I have taken almost the whole week off last week, yet I still feel I really need to do something. One of my good friend seen to be quite envious about my life. she wowed and say that I'm like enjoying my life everyday.

The fact is, my life is..... somehow not really interesting. In actual fact ,why I like to read Blogs almost everyday? It's because I feel is interesting to read how people live their lives in the fulfilling manner and how people crop with their unhappiness moments.

Like Kenny Sia, Cheesie and even Xia Xue, I love to read their blog because first of all, is the good content, funny sometimes (Kenny's definitely the funniest!) and most importantly excellent way of expressing on how their lives goes by.

You know?

I really should give it a serious thought about it now, on how I'm going to manage my life because people grow old and so do I.

Soon, in a blink of an eye, I maybe too old for certain stuff that young people would do.

Life sure is short... but I really have no idea where to start to spice up my life a little.

My 2009 Resolutions

2009-01-01T14:48:00.004+08:00

Looking back at my 2008 Resolution.....

~~1) Dear and me be a happy couple this year again!~~

~~2) Self-custom make my blog skin again~~, with my very own template codes!

3) Slim down from 55kg to 50kg or 49kg!

~~4) Get a job, I really really need it badly!~~

~~5) Hope that my Dear's family problems be solve as soon as possible I hope.~~

~~6) Graduate from Poly successfully, I'm sick of that place!~~

7) Stop being lazy!!

Even though, I failed to slim down to 50kg, failed to make my own template codes and failed to stop being lazy but but still last year wasn't that bad after all, like stressing over job finding this and that is like a thing from a past.

And yeah, I have most of my Resolutions granted but still have room for improves?

Wait! Didn't the title says My 2009 Resolutions? Yup, I already make it just right after 12 midnight where Dear and I were over the phone and wish for it. =)

1) Make more money! (which is the most absolute thing to do.)

2) ROM this year. (Yup, this is it but not the customary yet. Yes, that's the good news I wanna spill to SLEA.)

3) Happy couple of 5 years!

4) Have a smooth sail in my job.

5) Hoping to find a suitable flat which is BTO.

6) Make another blog skin, this time better!

7) Stop being lazy again!

8) Slim down to 50kg I purpose.

9) To gain more readers to my blog in my personal way. (That's every typical blogger's dream, right?)

That's nine wishes for 2009 Resolution, sweet!

Well, we're to warmly welcome....

YEAR 2009

HAPPY YEAR NEW EVERYONE!

The Luckiest Girl in the World

2008-12-28T00:49:00.003+08:00

Before I sleep......

Yes! I've done fixing up my blog footer just today!!

I feel that I'm the luckiest girl in the world!

- I have a job!

- I have a computer that I could blog, play and work with.

- I have a camera!

- I have two hand phones!

- I have a mp4 player!

- Currently, I have no debt which means I don't have to worry so much.

- I have the most wonderful BoyFriend aka Future Husband in the world, may not be perfect to anyone else but to me is perfectly perfect!

- I'm a willing to learn type of person.

- I'm living in a safe country, not completely but still good.

- I have a roof over my hear and a nice~ bed.

- alive and kicking in a happy way.

Okay, I dunno why I feel like blogging these things out of the sudden when I was surfing the internet.

I'm going to sleep, Good Night!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

I'm in a blogging mood today!

So, I decided to do away animation for tonight. =P

Today, is Christmas Eve which is hooarry for me that I have a half day off today, and I'm also looking forward to my next week the so-call 'holiday' because I'll be taking 2.5 days off. (A big rest before the beginning of the 'stressful' work life)

Christmas Eve start the day with heavy rains and I was late for work.

Blame it on the weather is soooooo nice to sleep in such cold weather. I guess that everyone is doing that too because I can still see a lot of people rushing to work when I was late in the morning and it was more people than usual. -_-"

I thought I would be going straight home today, but as for today I didn't, instead I went out with Dear and his friend for a hearty Christmas Eve lunch. Still, I can't believe Dear's friend order lots of food, I guess that he's really hungry because he said he didn't have breakfast in the morning.

Again, I didn't have photos of my food or anyone else food, I didn't have a camera with me, remember that I work half day today?

But still is an enjoyable meal and an enjoyable chat with these guys. =D

After we part ways, which left me and my dear again to go window-shopping but 'terror' strikes again Dear stand-by stuff keep coming in again. Ended up at 4.20pm, Dear goes to Jurong East business park to have his work order done, whereas I go to IMM to buy some stuff while waiting for him.

Work order which said to be done in about a while took Dear more than two hours to complete which also means I'm unable to wait up for him until then. =/

Invited Hui Min to join me an hour and a half later, I brought what I wanted...

Black yarn for my new knit project, elastic bands for damaged clothes, a crochet needle, needles for knitting and more needles for common sewing from Daiso. =)

(Still wondering why I brought the yarn?)

She brought a pooh bear as a Christmas present for a friend (that pooh bear look almost the same as my pooh bear! but still cute.), we chat here and there until we part at Bukit Batok MRT station.

Although, I only get to see Darling a few hours today but I'm still happy with that. =D

Anyways, before I end here.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Wonder why the World is so Small

2008-12-24T00:02:00.003+08:00

Singapore is so small that sometimes you might happen to meet your friends or even your enemies? some place else on the go.

Now, I realized......

Singapore Blogosphere is also damn small!!! It so happens that my friend's friend's friend is a blogger I know online.

Oh.... my..... Gosh.....

I know is sounded far fetch but then it just surprises me, even Google also has the ability to find someone you know via their blogs. (I did that to surprise people I just know. =p)

The only disadvantage is when the user lock his or her blog, you wouldn't be able to view or even to find.

Putting the disadvantage aside....... I do have fun. *evil grin*

Trying to Fix it

2008-12-22T23:33:00.004+08:00

I'm trying to fix my blog footer of mine, well at least I make some improvements and it's almost done.... I'm pretty sure there is something I lack about that footer coding but what is it?

hmmm....... I purpose I need to do more comparing and reading up.

I'll be back in a flash!

Choosing Courses?

2008-12-22T00:10:00.006+08:00

Recently, I've been seeing youngsters having to choose their choice of course, right after I heard about the 'N' level results are out.

Some know what they want.

Some don't know what they want, are still thinking and keep asking around.

Some can just take on any courses and study.

Some just only wanted to be together with their friends.

That really reminded me, of me in the past trying to choose which course is best suited for me. Under the circumstance, where I alone made the decision all by myself, no one ever told me which course is good or bad. (Although, my Mum thought I was crazy to choose a course which is mostly for guys, but who cares!) It's all solely depend on my interests on what I wanted to study.

Now, I'm glad to say I never regret it because I never give up. There are times I wanted to give up because studying is hard and I even have thoughts of wanting to switch courses half way through, but I thought to myself if this is the path I choose, I must made it through no matter what.

I made it.

I know my GPA is not really good but at least now I'm working on a job I really wanted most.

My advice to these youngsters, that there are no easy course to study, it depends on what you are interested on and must have the determination to study, especially those who are going to ITE and wanted to go on to poly in future.

Because, if you're thinking is about which course is easy to study and you just anyhow take on it without consideration, that would make you regret in the future and by the time you regret and start thinking is way too late.

At the end of the day, your future is in your hands, only you make the decision alone, not on an account of being together with friends and not on what other people say which course is popular or good.

MC of the day?

2008-12-18T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm sick with a slight cold today, which I find out after using a whole packet of tissue in the morning at work. So, off I go to the doctor's leaving the office at around 11am.

Although, it's only one day of MC, I have a very good rest as in sleeping more as possible as I can in the afternoon. Guess that I've been sleeping late out of blue that cost me the sickness, is a no wonder I've been so listless these two weeks.

I really need to re-adjust my sleep time, less play and more sleep during weekdays except Friday and Saturday from now on. I really can't be greedy about my entertainment time to sleep late uh?

This year, I don't think I'll be celebrating Christmas, as I know Dear is on 24 hours on standby next week starting tomorrow, which means bad news to SLEA, we both wouldn't be joining in this Saturday again. =(

But I have good news which I want to keep it a secret for a time being until the time is right, then I'll share it with you guys. I hope that would make it up to SLEA. (I think we really should open a SLEA blog, haha!)

Anyways, whether to celebrate Christmas or not to me is just another holiday. =)

Off to watch animation before I get sleepy from the medication effect. Ta~

BOLT

2008-12-17T22:05:00.004+08:00

Another lonnnngggggg day, if not without my Dear today I'll be quite spiritless throughout the whole night. =)

We went to catch a movie, "BOLT" at West Mall tonight.

Dear decided at the last minute (again) today and the reason why he is so free today, its because he have taken half day off as to clear leave. But never the less, although we have cheap snacks and drinks through out the whole movie which we secretly sneaked in, I'm still a happy gal at the end of the day. =D

Well, I'm just happy with cheap snacks and drinks because it saves money? =X

Work, work tomorrow..... and talking about work, I can't believe I still so freaking damn blur this week, blur with almost everything and I don't know what got over me. I'm really wasn't like that last two months ago, and I didn't seen to have the mood to work of some sort, maybe the holiday season is affecting my mood.

Could be I think.....

Damn Tired

2008-12-13T00:28:00.004+08:00

I'm totally tired today, countless of not enough sleep days which is 4 days?

I do everything so slow and lazy this whole week, even talking seen to be hard work. I guess I must have slept in late these days, period, slight cold and my clock work is a mess up.... Zzzzz....

Luckily, at work I still be able to stay awake by drinking coffee, but by doing that is actually bad for my health.

Even Pig Head also burned out which he just sleep in an hour ago because he have been doing 24 hours of torturing standby for the whole week and finally handed over that freaking standby to someone else. He's been grumpy all week and as for me being understanding is what I do as a girlfriend even if I'm tired. ^^

Looks like I'll take some time to get used to the fixed working hours.

I'll continue to blog again tomorrow.... Damn tired.......

I'm Moody Because of...

2008-12-11T23:05:00.005+08:00

Girl's stuff! Guys don't read, fine if guys wanna read don't say I didn't warn you! =X

Last few days, I was feeling moody and childish, Finally, just today I know why I'm going all crazy.

Because....... of........ period and that's also explains my pimples keep appearing. True enough I forgot to check the dates of my Da Yi Ma until like yesterday then I finally check. -_-"

If not for that check up on my calender, I would got myself a big 'dirty' mess today and I almost, almost going hey wire because of one small little thing yesterday in which I don't want to say it in detail. Whew, lucky I decided put my post elsewhere safe yesterday or else things may get complicated and ugly.

I actually don't believe I'm like all the other girls go moody before or during period which I thought is just an excuse to myself until now. I don't know why, it all came in naturally.

Still.... that's was awfully close that I pack my bag today!

I know I say something sensitive to some, but don't you people read that in science book?? It's an open secret what!

Sitex 2008 Aftermath

2008-12-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

As said in my earlier post, I went to Sitex 2008 last Saturday, I don't know if any bloggers blog about this because I haven't been on the blogosphere for the longest time until I don't even don't what's going on. LOL!

Expo was so over-crowded that day, so I only took a few photos where there are not much people around and so much of having thoughts of taking photos like crazy. -_-"

What did he brought?

A Toshiba Laptop!

Dear checking on the items he brought before we go off.

Random photos I took, Vincent's hair is so brown who is here to accompany and was late, and Dear with his serious look again. Haha!

Walking off with the heavy lappy...

Outlook of the Laptop is super cool! Black color with sleek shiny design, is not a girl's favorite color but I like computers with black or a little bit sliver color because these color don't look dirty on expansive devices. =X

The outcome of the overall experiences?

One happy owner.

(Who fuzzes over his laptop whenever I accidentally hit the table slightly with my leg and also wanting to buy frame covers for the lappy this week.)

What have I brought?

An Creative Zen mp3/4. Pink is my color! =X

(Suddenly, I feel so sorry for YS who just lost his pink mp4 and his keys recently.. )

These are the rest of the accessories for the mp4 and one power supply plug for Zen users which is excluded with the mp4 package.

I'm so lucky to have the power supply plug for free which I only realized it when I was on MRT checking on the receipt of the product, I'm glad that I go to the IT Show this time round. =D

The only disadvantage about this package is the USB to computer cable which too short, leaving my mp4 to be 'hanging died' on my PC, but still I love my new mp3 or mp4 whatever!

At the end of the day, although we hate crowds and all and very tired, but we are still very satisfied people. (of course lah, expansive goods leh.)

I shall end my post here.

PS: I love Jimmy Lim Forever! (requested by you know who. =p)

Where is my Free Time?

2008-12-04T22:30:00.006+08:00

Seriously, juggling with my free time is not easy at all!

After work at 6pm, I would go home by walking and transportation mainly by bus and trains which actually take up an hour of my time to travel. I got back home, then dinner, watch TV, take a nice bath, facial a bit (toner and pimple cream sometimes even scrub cream and mask), then finally settle down in front of my computer which is already 9pm!

Usually, I'll just entertain myself with animation and games which currently I'm now tuning in to animation.

Then when it comes to updating my blog.... I'll have to think twice or maybe four times,

"What I wanna blog? What I wanna blog? What I wanna blog? What I wanna blog?"

So and so, I ended up not blogging anything and hence what you see now on my blog is irregular updated blog! Then I wasted even more time, pondering on what to do next and the next time I know is 11pm, finally 12 am or so, off I go into my cozy bed and sleep.

Carp~

I wish I have more free time and I even wish I'm still schooling full time with school holidays.... =(

Look at who say school life sucks?

Work Load Drop From the Sky

2008-12-02T23:24:00.006+08:00

Today, I feel like all the work load at work have started coming in, and oh gosh, my head is spinning! It's feels like something suddenly drop from the sky and hit my head, ouch!

Why not money drop from the sky, leh? (I don't think that would happen)

Taking over someone's work is not easy, it so happens that the person who did the work previously didn't do his/her job properly, and I cruse him/her to sneeze many, many time whenever I scold under my breathe on that person! Thank God to my colleagues who found a good helper, good grief to me to have all the previous work of his/hers.

Oh well, at least I have a job, a monthly paid salary and new skills to learn. Hahaha!

I hope I could do this.... no, I can do it!!! No more lazy bum, Hui Hui!

PS: Be right back with tons of photos.

Sitex 2008

2008-11-28T00:25:00.004+08:00

As refer to the title above, I heard so much about it from a lot of guys from my workplace and after weeks of waiting for the IT show is finally here, since yesterday before 12am!

I'm excited and yes I am going to Sitex 2008 this Saturday with my beloved Dear and my friend, Vincent!

I'm gotta bring along my camera to make new memories, my blog is getting boring!

I'm Mopping Around!

2008-11-27T20:34:00.005+08:00

I'm alive and kicking! Not died of course and I'm still replying to tags too.

The reasons why I haven't been blogging (again) is thatI was staying over at Dear's house during the weekends and I've been coming home late the last few days.

About last weekend, it fun stay over Dear's house, although my Mum reluctantly let me stay over his house. Well, that's my second time I staying over, the first one was years ago (shhh! Don't tell my Mum she doesn't know!).

It so happens that his Mum and his sister are going to Panang over the weekends, except that Dear and his father didn't go with them. It's great staying over without his Mum, I just like it when she is not around and I could do anything I want without her commenting me this and that. =X

We even watch tons of animation and movies together, WHOO PHEE! But you know I don't stay over his house that often, so I guess that is why I feel excited about it.

Anyways, I've finish my book last Monday and I'm going to return it this Saturday. I actually think it's a great book.

Gotta go play my game! =X

P.S.: I just realized, I have some bugs at the footer of my blog skin after trying to link to another blog post of mine, LOL.....

Take Relationship for Granted?

2008-11-19T23:25:00.005+08:00

Why do some people take relationships for granted nowadays?

I don't mind if relationship starts on an early age (not too young lah!) as long as both parties are serious about each other and mature enough to know relationship is not easy to maintain and knowing that is not something that can be play with like a toy or PSP.

Maybe that are many reasons why some people break-up, but I still pretty pissed off to some certain reasons!

If one can't commit, then even don't f**king start and make everything so complicated until someone gets hurt, awfully hurt, and the pain is as if the world came crushing down, like the world is near is end.

I feel sorry for those who turly love that someone but in the end things doesn't seen to go well for them who the person they once loved have changed.

So, is that even worth the time and youth wasted away painfully?

Since everyone thinks that life is short, why even waste your time and somebody else's time??

My Newly Re-bonded Hair

2008-11-17T22:20:00.004+08:00

This is me and my newly re-bonded hair, on addition for Piggy Head to see my newly updated hair on this blog.

Take a good look at my hair hor, Dear Dear. =X

Nice!?

I was thinking of perming my hair to curls, but then you know how naggings get on my nerves. Well, sometimes not always, but I still think is easy to maintain my hair being all straight and silky too. =P

Okay lah, my Mum maybe naggie but she does have the point. I also consider getting my hair colored but I still very much loved my hair color the way it is.

Oh well, how typical of me always wanted my hair to be this and that, but ended up wanted the some whole style again, because I was afraid I would spoil my hair with heat and chemical stress. Except for my re-bonded hair of course which I took a very big step to do it since last year. Up until how, nothing really bad happen to my hair. Whew!

OK, all I have to do is not wash my hair for 2 to 3 days and that's it. I'm hoping that these few days it doesn't rain as heavy like last week. It was on one occasion that my body was 50% wet, all thanks to the not so covered shelter from my work place and like I said very heavy rain, despite having a car ride home by my colleague.

And because if my hair is caught in the rain, I have to wash it! Mind you that's germs on the hair and I don't want to get myself sick, and then Piggy Head will be to worry about me. =X

Hopefully, I can tahan the itchiness of my hair which tend to be oily after one day. Day one down and two more days to go..... >.<

P.S. : Hmmm, I think putting this photo on facebook is not a bad idea...

Something Borrowed by Tina Reilly

2008-11-14T23:29:00.007+08:00

Oh gosh.... I'm feeling quite tired now but then how to sleep with my hair is still wet? Okay, I know I am lazy to dry my hair with a hair dryer. =X

Anyways, I have been reading a book and the book title is....

(Click the picture for the link)

I feel that is quite an interesting book there I've ever borrowed from a library and I swear I thought I was reading a Singapore's writer's book but actually it is not. I believe most Singaporean knows that our learning of English in Singapore comes from Britain. That's a no wonder why I feel that is 'my language' or something.

So far I've been reading until page 133 on Chapter 22 and I've been reading it for a week due to having to read while traveling on the LRT and MRT. Reading on the bus for me is a big no, 100% confirm that I will get a headache afterward but I still can't believe that people can actually read throughout journey on the bus! -_-"

Anyways back to my reads, I hope I could finish the whole book by this late Nov, before I have to return the book that is. It's really quite a good read and it does improve my English a lot.

It's funny sometimes really, if I don't read books like a long time I feel that my speaking of English is like a totally crap or like a memory lost or something.

I'm not sure whether that happen to anyone?

Nagging is Contagious

2008-11-13T23:41:00.004+08:00

I've been working for more than a month now, oh and my so called 'honeymoon' at work already over a very long time ago.

Pressure work starts to flow in my mind, upon seeing how stressing my colleagues have been through this few weeks. The currently pressure on me is not much as a fresher for now, but I hope I could be of help to them, most importantly I hope don't get into trouble with my 'honesty' and at the same time learning lots of things too.

Up until now, the reason why I haven't say a single word about where I work in this blog, its because I have to protect my company's name for security reasons. I can tell my friends where I work and what I do for my job scoop in brief but in blogosphere is definitely a big nono.

Anyways, I'm putting the work life a side is getting boring!

I'm going to re-blond my hair very soon hoping this weekend. My hair is quite long and the fuzziness of my natural hair growing out. I was intended to perm my hair to those kind of natural curls but then due my thickness of my hair and my naggie Mum.

When it comes to nagging from my Mum, sort of irritates me a bit sometimes. Is like nagging to me once is more then enough, then the next moment she nags at me the same whole stupid things again and again. -_-"

But hey it's my hair I should decide, but then the nagging stop me to do things I want. That is what I call irritating when it comes to nagging a few time too many.

And the funniest thing is, nagging is contagious! Yes, it is! I'm not kidding!

Why?

Because I nag at my Dear sometimes, and even irritates him a lot sometimes. By that time I realized that I nagged and I don't even know why the freak that I nag like a Mother!

Actually, he also nags at me before for some other kinds of reason (I don't remember), until I cannot tahan also. Then one of my friend who also hate someone or even me nagging at her but..... she nag at me for certain kind of things what!!!

The thing is we are not mothers or fathers and we the young adults nag?? I told you nagging is contagious! OMG, I must be getting old like my parents!

Well, I guess nagging is as same as being caring, right? But it's still irritating!

Happy Birthday (Part 2 - Singapore Museum)

2008-11-10T23:34:00.004+08:00

I know it's a pretty oldie post here, which I should have publish way months ago. OMG, I can't believe I drag this post until now. Well, since I have already uploaded my photos way long ago, I guess why not publish it once and for all.

Before scrolling down read 'Happy Birthday (Part 1 - Swensen's)' if haven't.

Anyways,

Yes, Dear and me went to the Singapore Museum on my actual birthday. I even specially taken off on that day. I always wanted to go there, ever since I heard that the Museum has been renovated, well, my wish has been granted!

The outlook of the building looks much more tidier now and It’s really been more than 9 years, the good and the bad memories all come together in my mind that was when I’m still in secondary.

The inside? Well, most of the places changed, I must say they really know how to keep the old historical parts of the building, so neat! Sadly, I didn't take pictures of those, duho!

Before we are going further into the museum, we each were being issued to one device.

I forgot what is this device called but all I know is something like a 'digital dictionary' for most of the artifacts and many more histories.

Most of the artifacts are well kept in a glass cabinet, where everyone could see how those artifacts looks like. It may seen boring but actually it’s quite fun and educational from another point of view, as long as one don’t stay at the same station for too long that it is.

More photos ahead!

Here are some of the photos I took inside the museum.

I love this interesting light fixture.

Suddenly out of the blue, I took a photo of Piggy resting.

Well, just some of the old stuff I've never use before.

I know some of the pictures appear blurry because I didn't on the camera flash.

Ekk!! What is that? A mini alien space ship???

Cher! It's an TV with the 70's plastic cover, lah!

More photos.....

This 'funny thingy' here, is something for most visitor smell spices from it.... but... the only smell I smelled is..... Pepper! Yucks!

What about the rest of those 'funny things'? All are odorless! Man, I'm quite disappointed though. Oh well, too bad. At least, that is the only thing that doesn't quite work right.

All in all, Dear and I still enjoy the day, that's the only thing I have in mind. =)

Before I end my post here, I would like to extend my thanks to my friends and also many many kisses to Dear Dear of course. (Although is quite late.)

Love all my birthday presents!

Thinking Hard Too Soon?

2008-11-09T18:16:00.003+08:00

Talking about Uni, I really should think that it is better put it off until 2010.

I feel that is too stressing for me to think about taking up Uni next year 2009, which isn't what I want myself to do and of course I just started my full-time job just a month ago.

Come to think of it, taking another step a bit too fast, may not be a good footing for me.

Although, it seen like a long time, but what I really need to do is to save up money and at least give myself a grace time to really think hard about it.

At least late then never, right?

I heard from a friend that sometimes in life, a person doesn't have to be a Uni grad to be rich or whether and so on. It maybe good to have that expansive piece of paper but still is the paper itself make a person success?

Maybe not or maybe it is.

Beginning of My Love Life (Part 3)

2008-11-09T17:00:00.001+08:00

I've receive an unknown sms from someone which I'm not quite sure who is it from. Quickly, I open the sms in my hand-phone. He introduce himself as Jin Yi and asked me something about an upcoming test.

Without any consideration, I reply back to him regarding about the test. Strangely enough, I never ask where he got my number from, and all I did is treated him like any of my fellow classmates. Mostly girls would find it strange why a guy sms her suddenly but I didn't realized it.

"Do you want to play badminton with us?"

Taha asked me one day when I'm was about to go down the staircase near the school canteen, curiosity makes me wanna ask who is going.

"Oh, who is going?"

"With our some of our classmates of course."

"I see... OK! I haven't been play badminton for a long time."

"Wow, that's good, how about this Wednesday?"

"Sure, anything."

Is a no wonder that he has a badminton racket in his locker, on one of the days where I peek into his locker when he left it open for a moment. I never know he play badminton before, even after being classmates in ITE BB before. Although we hit off well with our conversation in the past but then not everyday we chat with each other like that, and I thought the only hobby he has is playing soccer.

Although, I have a small meeting with Tripe E club which may take quite a while, but that didn't affect the meeting with Taha and the others, so I was all right with it. I can't wait to play badminton.

Maybe I get to play a good game, well~ in the beginner way that is.

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Wednesday finally came, for me to play badminton with Taha and my another classmates. As predicted, I'm really am a beginner!

It all ended up Jin Yi teaching me the some basic techniques of badminton, and I thought it was nice of him to teach me, and he's hands are sweaty maybe due to the game?

I remember that I was told that Triple E club needed more people to go for the team building as the school holiday is around the corner for ITE. I don't know why in many of my classmates I ask him about whether he is interested or not.

He agree to it, and I thought that is great, more people the more funner!

I don't quite remember who else came for badminton that day, but when I was going home that very day, Jin Yi brought me a drink without any reason when I tried to return him the money for the drink, he told me that he doesn't need the money and said that it's his treat to me.

A bottle of Ice Lemon Tea.

Seen to make me remember for the rest of my life without even memorizing it.

At the bustop as always the most usual route to go home, Taha and the rest classmates are acting a little strange instead of gathering together in a group, we all seen to be separated in two groups, which left both Jin Yi and me alone and the rest at around 5 to 10 meters away from us. What are they thinking anyways?

I realized the guy with the yellow shirt is actually him. Realization caught me while we both taking the same bus or is it that I'm very forgotful? Opps!

is Uni the thing for me?

2008-11-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

Should I or should I not go on to part-time uni? I'm utterly confuse about this very BIG decision.

First of all, I am scared....

- scared that I couldn't take on the degree. (That piece of paper....)

- scared that it would be a waste of my time (which is 4 to 5 years) and money.

- scared that I'll go crazy after all that study and work stress. (Touch wood!)

My Mum did ask me to work so that I could buy a house in future. Living a simple life?

My Dad did told me a long time ago that I should upgrade myself if you have a chance, and told me not to wait until his age then consider to study again, until then is too late.

People who I've met recently did told me......

"Study lah, why not study?"

"You are so young why not go study uni? Look at us, we have been the same job, yet no advancement even if the company itself do give us training."

Both my parents and the others I met maybe right, but it still go down to my decision, whether or not I should move a big step forward again. It's a hard and a confusing decision this time round as this take up a lot of my time and a huge amount of money to invest on uni.

The only thing I have in my mind is that..... can I make it? What if I took the wrong step?

Hui Hui a.k.a Tara Version 2.3

2008-11-01T02:00:00.003+08:00

Well, I just finish updated my blog skin like 2am right now?

After a long consideration, finally my designing cells are working today and I started off with putting altogether in one go and hence here's my blog skin version 2.3, I think...

I know I have being blogging less nowadays, but I'll try to make the effort to blog almost everyday I hope.

Part 3 in Beginning of My Love Life is about to be post up soon. ^^

Beginning of My Love Life (Part 2)

2008-10-27T22:40:00.001+08:00

My birthday pass by just like that without anyone knowing except for my family, a few friends and Hui Mei who brought me a present and suddenly disappear from school.

It's been are very long since someone like her brought me a present, that is the first and the last time she ever genuinely wish me a Happy Birthday.

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School can be boring sometimes, most of the time my mind is all about lunch breaks, tea breaks and holidays, hoping that the time would pass faster so that I could go home and play my computer games.

Looking at the clock ticking so slowly, I started to dozed off like nobody business even the teacher in front of the class, doesn't seen to care about that. Well, actually 5 to 20 minutes of sleep, not too much for a doze uh?

Toilet time!

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A friend of mine, Marko, who is now in his second year, is quite a surprise to me that he could actually do the 'O' levels during ITE BB, then 'jumps' into ITE Dover where very few ITE students would do.

I kind of admire him for that, to think that we both shared the same birthday. I guess even though we shared the same day, we both have different lives and fates. But still we are able to be friends or just a hi and bye friend I purpose.

On one of those days, he came up to me and told me that he has a club and asked me whether I'm interested to join or not. I don't know what got into me but I decided to give a try to join into his club. Triple E (Electronic and Electrical Engineering) club, hmmm....

He said "If only you have join in earlier, we could have celebrated our birthday together in the club. Haha!"

Well, I'm quite agree with that and hoping it would be fun!

Going to my locker to put my books and having small chats with other classmates before going home or none at all as usual. Sometimes, I just feel that something is missing inside me and thinking when am I going to have another half or maybe.... just none at all.

And well since my parents never say anything about starting a relationship at 19? Or maybe because I never ask? Oh, who cares! I just want a someone who will treasure our relationship and lasts for a long time and adores me of who I am and I too will do the same.

Remembering, on how Hui Mei and I started on a conversation about relationship, that guy will take care of his gal, whereas this gal will take care of her guy at the same time. Take care here and take care there no matter what.....

How I wish I could have that kind of relationship in this era, where break-ups between boy and girl is common but I naively choose not to believe that negative side of the break-ups would ever happen to my future relationship.

On my way to the bustop, to take a bus home alone, but not quite... as I saw Cheng Wen and another classmate also waiting for the same bus. As for Cheng Wen, I have been seeing him like 8 years?

2 years in primary school in the same class, 4 years in secondary school in different class, then 2 years in ITE BB in different class, finally we both ended up in same class.

Sometimes, is freaky to think that a person who I don't know much ended up in the same places that I go, and yet we almost never talk at all. But of course how could I act as if I don't know him, right? HE is after all my classmate for now.

Turning my thoughts to the another classmate, I just thought he seen familiar... Okay I'm totally clueless who is it already!

I didn't join them that is, instead on the bus, I'm siting at the first few front of the bus whereas they seated somewhere at the back of the bus and I'm wondering what conversation are they talking about because they seen to be looking at my direction.

Beginning of My Love Life (Part 1)

2008-10-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

In the early mornings, where I'm no longer be able to sleep in late after 6 months of the 'holiday'. Finally, the school starts. While I'm walking towards the school gate, there I thought what would ITE Dover life will bring me?

Leaving my ITE Bukit Batok (ITE BB) life behind me, and moving forward is something I'm already used to it. But of course, there are people also moving forward to ITE Dover in hopes of delaying NS or rather trying to earn as much as GPA possible in order to get into poly.

Perhaps, I was once too hoping to get into any poly that will accept me.

Having myself walking through the school gate the second time (I was there to sign-up for school before). Again I thought "Will I be able to fall in love at the age of 19?". By then I was 18 about a month before my 19th birthday, which is 21 August.

I was told that I'll be reporting to the school hall, when I reach there, there are already a number of students in the hall settling down. I start look for my new class, while walking towards to the front of hall. I settled down behind a girl who later introduction herself as Hui Mei.

I was happy that I'm able to meet my old classmates from ITE BB in the same class, classmates like Taha and Guo Huey, etc. I knew I'm not going to be lonely again in a new school environment! After all, getting to sit beside the people I know, I feel.... comfortable.

Having the privilege of wearing 'outside' clothes for a week, is time to wear uniforms of ITE for most students. At least it is better then my last school uniform, it was ugly with two pockets on the blouse, but frankly it was handy too for that last two years. GOOD BYE ugly blue uniform with two pockets on the blouse! Here comes the new uniform and the new semester!

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In the first few weeks, some of my classmates and me have been taking car rides with one of the classmates for lunch or even long tea breaks. Sometimes, two cars to travel to other places even. It was like heaven, able to have fun and lunch with classmates is great!

But then in order to save on my allowance I decided not to have anymore car rides with them and have my meals in school instead, as eating out is just too much for a student like me with no part-time job to spend.

I tag around with Cai Hong and Hui Mei or sometimes with other classmates for lunch most of the time in school, it can be boring at times but at least is much better as I don't have to worry about time. Idling to the canteen, and then idling back to class for lesson.

On one occasion during lesson, after the teacher pause the lesson for a while for tea break, I decide to go towards her to ask her some question regarding about the topic she taught together with Hui Mei. Both of us almost bump into one male classmate, it seen that Hui Mei have some comments about him rushing in.

"Aaaa.. Move aside leh, you ask too many questions liao."

There I was making a shy smile but nothing comes out of my mouth, wondering if I ever seen this classmate of mine before. In my thoughts,

"No. Classmate I haven't seen before."

But yet I remember him wearing uniform in yellow colored shirt....

**********

I started to see Hui Mei less and less for the reason that she have been a sickly person since secondary from what she said to me and I felt kinda sorry for her sometimes, and I keep hoping that she would come back to school well again, but disappoints me that I didn't get to see her for weeks!!

She even gave me a birthday present and that is before she temporary disappeared from school and I haven't even ask when is her birthday and I tried the effort to call her up to come to school once or a few times I remembered but in the end, none of my effort works and I gave up.

I've got this really weird feeling that someone is watching me, but who?!?

I own two hand-phones!

2008-10-16T23:02:00.005+08:00

Can you imagine how cool is that?

Well........

from the extreme left of the photo is my camera phone and the other one is my working phone, a good old non-camera phone which is my dad's. =X

Okay lah, I know is nothing big about it.

But the truth is I can't bring in my camera phone into my workplace because of high security, so much for technology....

Anyways, is not that bad to me as I don't think I ever want to cam-whore all over the place in my own workplace. LOL!

It may feel that my camera phone is a waste but somehow, I feel that is even more wasted if I ever sell my camera phone because I 'invest' my phone with 1GB memory stick and I just replace a S$35 compatible battery for that. I know compatible battery doesn't seen to be a good idea to my phone but, to you know how expansive for a original battery?

Around S$88! Eeeeeouch!

It was a totally rude shock to me! Until now, I still can't get over it, It... it.... just a place of metal with alkaline! What the hell so expansive?

No wonder, most people will just buy another hand-phone. =/

So sorry I'm no rich girl but technically the phone is in good condition what! Also... I'm the type who will take really good care for most of my own gadgets, so that's why I brought the battery instead.

But then again, I have a lot of memories with the camera phone, especially the memories I have with my other half. =)

Again?

2008-10-15T21:26:00.005+08:00

After saying that I'm trying revive my blog (again), I M.... I.... A.... again.....

Unbelievable man!

It's so hard to actually find one whole day to blog. Well, it can't be help though. I was practically busy and got home late these with days. Even if I find time to blog, I still hesitate on what to blog, topic set in my mind, keyboard right in front of me, type out the words, the next I was disturb from blogging, do other things and finally come back my mind went blank for blogging.

To tell the truth... I hate it when especially it is something to do with housework, who doesn't know housework is a never ending daily job and worst nobody even my brother wants help me. I wish my Mum would give me break about housework and ask my brother to do all of it! Wahahaha, my greatest wish! =X

In my dreams that is.... LOL!

Anyways, I'm doing fine nowadays with my brand new full time job. Thank God, I got a job before international economy goes into meltdown. I had been worrying about not getting a job for about 7 months mainly because of this reason, which a friend told me before the graduation that this year that economy would be really bad.

Well, he really got it all right. Economy went into meltdown again and is worst then 1997 which I heard and again I heard the shares improve yesterday but I feel that it's not the end yet. Everybody does feel the pinch or rather a punch of it, ouch.

*sign*

There is nothing (almost) anybody can do but to let nature takes it's course and of course every cloud has a silver lining, right?

But.... I still wanna have an mp3 player and a non-camera phone! I don't care what meltdown lah! =X

I guess I'll just let my mind for blogging take it's natural course too......

My Job

2008-10-03T22:03:00.006+08:00

First thing first! Before I go on watching my animation, I'm gotta blog first!

My previous temp. job almost give me a heart attack and I thought I wouldn't be getting my pay from the last month. Well, everything have been settled as far as I know. Since is so troublesome why didn't I call the agency to help me settle at the first place?

LOL!! Yet another blur sotong style of mine ssshhheee....

Anyways I shall not imply further about my previous job.

So far, my 2nd day of work today is quite boring, all I do is reading up the manual, sitting there day dreaming, nap a bit and playing random computer games to pass time. I was told from my colleagues that they have been through what I have been but I'll be real busy in future this is just the beginning of it.

I hope that by next week, I'll be learning tons of hand-on stuff, yeah! And I can't wait to go to the company's events as well, it does seen quite fun to me. =)

Oh my, when am I going to start posting up my pictures?!?!

I'm Really Lazy!

2008-10-01T23:25:00.005+08:00

After the pre-employment body checkup yesterday, I realized I've gain another 2kg! What the freak!

I'm really have to go on a healthy diet and do exercises starting now. Technically, it was because that I'm really, really lazy these few months and also having too much good food without exercising, which has landed me with the gained weight.

Moreover, I even make the year 2008 resolution to lose some weight, it seen impossible for me to reach that goal within a few months, I'm so sad. =(

There is no more excuse from me for not exercising!

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Tomorrow is my first day of work. I'm going to see what's the work environment and meeting new people and other things that are new to me, hopefully everything goes smoothly.

I'm feeling excited but at the same time I feel nervous too. Well, I guess that's normal.

Wish me luck!

Couldn't Bear Leaving My Blog

2008-09-27T23:56:00.006+08:00

OMG! Organizing my blog posts sure is a lot of work. It is not hard at all like adding labels in but is hell a lot of blog posts.

Some I deleted because I think is no point of keeping it and the most of it I decided to keep.

Well, I decided drop the idea of creating a new blog because I just couldn't bear to leave this blog as it is after much of consideration. If I ever create another one that means making myself have a lot more work then I already have. So, stop no more to myself!

I will soon update all the blog labels right after I done with the organizing and I would somehow update another post tomorrow I hope.....

I'm One of Those Female Electronics AEs

2008-09-24T21:06:00.007+08:00

I have a very good news!

Yes! I got a full-time job, and I can't believe it until now even after I sign the papers yesterday. Wow, 2 interviews, good pay and I made it! I can even jump with joy like crazy!

Ok, I spoke too soon but I hope I can made it through the probation months. JIA YOU!

I'm finally going to be an Electronics Associate Engineer in 8 days. What can I say? I know very few females do technical work but that's all right. I can handle it.

I wonder how is the training like, hope is an interesting job. Lucky for me, I have a holiday before the first day of full-time job. Just nice!

Rejecting is not a Bad Thing

2008-09-20T23:19:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I think my Mum never really understand what I really want. She always thought that I'm lousy in studies blah blah.... and uni is not my thing....

Work better then study. Is this even right? Yes, I admit to study all you get is a piece of paper but to think as a long term, if one don't upgrade and keep learning is as good as dead in the working force.

After interviews to interviews, this is actually made me think it is hard for me but something that didn't stop me, no matter how lousy I present myself in interviews, how stress, how much I cried and how devastated I was because I am willing to learn.

I didn't like what my Mum nagged about me, is the I rejected the very first job which is offer to me. It's easy to get in with some one's recommendation but I simply do not like, mostly the environment and other reasons.

I mean what's wrong with me rejecting?

I felt that is a waste of time to work if some job didn't even interest me. Seriously, if you are doing a permanent job then you decide to quit after working for a few months, to me is not right at all. I might as well as find perm job that I like then work for a long term maybe a few years or find a temp job for a month or two.

Sometimes, I really don't like my Mum made me give up certain things so easily I have done instead of encouraging me. Even after finish my diplomatic course of electronics, still she says is a man's job not for ladies. Why didn't I study a course where I could get a job easily or even get a job that is easy for me to do.

I was totally irradiated that Mum keep on ranking up my old past this or that which I shouldn't have done. I would rather move on to the present

I mean what the freak I been through hell a lot of time studying the same course for 6 whole years and I have to forget every single thing about what I study???? By putting yourself in my shoe, you tell me is this right for me to give up? I did say I'm having stress while studied in poly but that doesn't mean that I quit.

I'll never want to imagine 2 to 5 years down the road to be an office girl. Something I think it will never get me far. There is certainly no easy way out in reality, it's never that simple from the start.

Let's face it, so what that I'm girl? Yes, I did tried to give up but I have to face the cold hard reality in engineering there are only a few ladies working in that kind of industry. I don't give a damn of what gender should be suitable for each job.

From all my childhood years, I've being bullied, cried easily, lousy in studies, treated like a dirt once by one teacher and betrayal by so-called best friend whereas my brother having even better life than me without these branch of shit I've been through.

All of these that happened to me my parents never know that expect my studies and betrayal by my 'best' friend, because I never have the guts to or rather I didn't want them to know such embarrassment of me.

No, I'm not jealous instead I'm happy at least I know how to show care and concern to most people around me, beginning to be independent and at the very least I learn from my mistakes even if I didn't like it and lucky enough to meet my another half who change my life.

Is not that I disrespect my Mum or anything, she is after all my own mother who is trying to protect me. It just that I have my own unsatisfactorily of how she thinks about me studying and working.

It just hurts me that I'm not getting encouragement for what I have done in some way.

A Message Just Woke me up

2008-09-20T07:42:00.004+08:00

Wow, amazingly I woke up early today.....

From 2am to 7am something which is now.

All thanks to Ylva who send an message that woke me up that is and now I can't go back to sleep, LOL! Well, I can't entirely blame her about that, just that I never expect that the message came sending in at the early mornings of weekends.

There are other reasons that I can't sleep at the moment I woke up it's because I'm half worry and half happy about certain things in my mind and I'm not sure whether this is call stress, it's just that I fear that a good results would end up as a rejection. I'm praying real hard for the outcome!!!

And also this weekend I may not have time to blog and I'm decide to do some organizing to my blog anyway which of course to make way for my new blog skin.

I will be back real soon to blog again. =)